Sorry havent been porting a lot lately. Anyway, Im on week 8 and sad to say, I still got the worst acne. I think its pustules..but anyway Im so not in the mood for a happy report but here it goes, Ive experienced  muscle pains, back pains and sometimes I feel feverish/ got a flu feeling but then it subsides the next day so I think its due to roaccutane, I had rectal fissures for the past weeks of my absence and my gastro doc suggested me to take fibers and other laxatives to avoid the fissures cause apparently my stools are hard [sorry have to be honest lol] he’ll monitor my progress for a month and if my stools are still hard, he said he had to check other problems but Im really hopeful that its nothing. and then, my face is painful!!!!!! urgh. like whenever i try to get something in the floor and my face has to go down…ugh the gravity just makes my face like its pulling heavily downwardsssssssss. it hurts like hell and my sleep is disrupted because i wake up with pains in my acne spots [jawline, cheeks, foreheads] ugh so irritating. and yeah ive had mood changes but no probs its due to the unpleasant feeling that my acne is sooo worst, i just want to hide away from the public.  even with my friends cause i hate it when people just stare long and ask you what happened and though some people say, “you’ve got the pretty face but sadly your acne is all over” ( sads. ive got a big event coming on october 16th, and i really really pray hard that by that time, i should be confident enuf to show my skin. *prays*